still alive - glorious Christmas - and looking forward to 2011

I'm still "off the wagon" but maintaining my weight. I'm struggling on all fronts but still alive. I'm using the last couple days of 2010 to just release the guilt and on Monday I will post new goals and start over again.

2011 is going to be EPIC!

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Laura said…

Glad to "see" you and looking forward to joining you in an EPIC 2011!

December 30, 2010 at 1:07 PM

Molly said…

Hey! Where are you?? Hope everything is good! Just wanted you to know someone out there is wondering about ya!

January 20, 2011 at 8:36 PM

Today starts no sugar

This feels harder than no candy and no chips. And it started by throwing the oreos in the GARBAGE. And not the trash at my house - no, these went into the trash at the bus stop. Bye bye. (I'm imagining some homeless dude chowing down on his amazing find...) Now I need to grocery shop and fill my house with fruits and veggies! TTFN, LauraLynne

Time to come clean - and start blogging again with NEWS!

I've been avoiding the blogging world - for a couple reasons. My eating has been horrible. Well, maybe not horrible but definately not brag-worthy or blog-worthy. I've been embarassed at how much I've regressed back into old eating habits. The other reason is I've been keeping a secret but it's time to come clean. I've been gaining weight - only a little - and with my doctor's full permission. As of today, I'm 16weeks 4 days pregnant, and this one's here to stay! I'm excited. And nervous. And sick as a dog with morning sickness. I've used all of the above as an excuse to jump off the wagon (and load it with junk food to drag around with me all day). I've had chips and candy and sugar - and not in small quantities. I now weight 205. Up from 190. But holding steady and fully aware of the changes I need to make - again. Mostly my problem is that I have morning sickness 24 hours a day. It's like really bad mot...

Onederland - the details!

Ok - so first a confession: I'm still weighing every day. I just can't stop!! end. of. story. So instead I'm going to learn to not let the number affect me as much. *shrug* trying something new, that's what this is all about right? So - this week I've been sitting firmly at 200.0 - day and in and day out. So close!! Friday morning, I got on the scale and WOOT WOOT: 199.0 I was pretty excited - it finally looks like I've lost weight. I mean - duh - I've lost weight. But that 1 in front, that really hit home with me. It validated my efforts. I know I know - I shouldn't be so tied to a number. Call the direct line to my brain and tell *IT* that for me, please. Unfortunately that number's unlisted - even to me. I am going to try something new. I will be doing self affirmations every day. I will find 5 nice things to say about the person staring me back in the mirror. I will...

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