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I should know better...

than to keep Costco quantities of trigger foods in my house.  I have no self control.  ARGH!  We're leaving for 2 days in about 30 minutes.  I WILL eat healthy while we're gone (baseball tournament) and I will run.  I will return to my house of goodies and purge this crap OUT of here!
And I will start reading my OA book and making a point of working the steps.  Today I will not eat (any more) unhealthy food. 

I'm worth it - and if I say it often enough I might start believing it.

Weigh in - 201.4 

Damn. 

Onwards!

TTFN,
LauraLynne

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Julie, The Accidental Fat Chick said…
Oh how I hear that. I don't want to keep Costco quantities of anything in my house these days, but especially not the things I would eat for breakfast, lunch, dinner & snacks... lol.
May 29, 2010 at 9:39 AM
LauraLynne said…
oreos, chips, and animal cookies. I was doomed.
The hardest part was as I bought them, I was already mentally binging. So by the time I started eating them, I was already broken down. I need to find a way to break that cycle.
May 29, 2010 at 9:46 AM
Mad Woman said…
On the one hand I've really missed Costco since we moved to NZ. On the other hand, I don't have to worry about this problem. I sympathize!

Have a good time while you're away!
May 29, 2010 at 6:25 PM
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