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Friday weigh in....

I'm going to start this one by saying that I saw a low scale of 215.9 this week!!  Last night's super salty and probably WAY more calories than I should have Udon soup is who i'm blaming this morning's number on.  2180.0

I can however appreciate that this is a GOOD number.  It's down from last Friday - it's down from the 5 Friday's before that, and it's down from the 365 Friday's before THAT!  I'm determined to look forward, not back.  218.0 is good.  I deserve self-praise.  And a tiny bit of pride. 

NonScale Victories:  More jeans are baggy.  I'm wearing a t-shirt I havne't worn for awhile - one that I did wear at 240 until I saw  picture of myself wearing it...then it went to the back of the closet.  And tonight I'm going to talk to my husband about signing up for the Malibu Marathon (well, half) and just getting off my ass (and away from the computer in the morning) and starting to run. 

Off to work with me - TGIF!

TTFN,
LauraLynne

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Tiff said…
Yayyyy! Congrats! :)

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